They told me I didn’t belong at the graduation I had worked years to earn. Moments later, the entire auditorium heard my name.

My hands never truly felt clean anymore.

Four years of hospital disinfectant had worn my skin raw, leaving my knuckles cracked and my palms permanently dry. No lotion could fully repair it because the damage felt deeper than the surface. Even when I was off duty, the sharp sterile scent followed me, proof that I had spent my twenties inside hospital corridors instead of in the ordinary places people my age were supposed to be.

I unlocked the back door of my late mother’s house at 8:14 on a Thursday evening.

The house once smelled of cinnamon and the old paperbacks my mother kept stacked on every table. That comfort was gone now, replaced by the artificial lavender Victoria bought from some luxury diffuser brand—the kind of scent meant to suggest peace in a house that had none.

Haley’s voice reached me before I fully stepped inside.

“This sheer detail is everything,” she told her phone, spinning beneath a ring light in the dining room, wearing a designer trench coat worth more than my last two paychecks.

I kept my head down and held my canvas bag close.

Twenty-two hours without sleep. A shift in the pediatric oncology ward. Six more hours in the biostatistics lab checking the final regression models for my doctoral thesis.